Maybe instead of spending your time writing this home page, you could invest your time and money in a good psychotherapist. You could delve deep into your emotion past to determine why you unconsciously hate your mother and father and act out this repressed hatred by writing what you do.
Most of the world’s problems are caused by unresolved childhood emotional conflicts. May I suggest such authors as John Bradshaw, Robert Bly, Alice Miller.
Good luck
Dan [[email protected]]